My Journey
From Suppression to Satisfaction!
Sharing my life experience! 💜I had an incredible chance to work in a company without any high-level skills, and I proved myself. I was rocking it ! But the journey wasn’t easy. Despite my hard work, I struggled with decision-making and often relied on others. I suppressed my emotions and mental health issues to maintain career stability, which eventually took a toll on me physically and mentally.
My mental health was in a dire state, and after all the emotional suppression and imbalance, the inner warrior within me faltered. I realized that mere survival wasn’t enough; I needed satisfaction in life. A new desire, called Satisfaction, emerged. To achieve it and pursue my passions, I had to face societal and family skepticism. Although uncertain of success, I trusted my instincts and left my last IT job. I believed that following my passions would bring satisfaction. I began a career in psychology and creative blog writing, driven by my passion for psychology.Â
I worked hard to gain admission to a renowned university. The universe seemed to support my career change through dreams and signs. Unfortunately, I didn’t succeed in getting into my preferred university, but I kept trying with other institutions, though none felt right. I later realized that the concept of satisfaction was influenced by social media and that it was a myth.
As a short-term psychology student, I learned many valuable techniques and insights. I discovered that my long-standing struggles were related to mental health issues and learned coping strategies. This experience, while challenging, was beneficial for my journey.
I understood that satisfaction alone isn’t sufficient; financial stability is also crucial. The turmoil and lack of clarity often frustrated me.
I then turned to Bajrangbali (Lord Hanuman) for career guidance. I began daily practices to connect with him. Bajrangbali provided immense support during my toughest times, offering strength and clarity. Though I am still not completely stable and have faced panic attacks and other issues, I’m healing and growing with the universe’s grace.
Life later introduced me to astrology. By learning basic astrology and numerology, I realized that the events in my life were influenced by planetary forces rather than being solely my fault. This realization brought me peace. I acknowledged my weaknesses and strengths and understood the importance of survival and stability in my early 20s, beyond just seeking satisfaction. Balancing survival and satisfaction is essential for a stable future.
Every moment in life presents its challenges. Though the journey may not always be easy, each day and every second offers an opportunity for growth and resilience.
God bless you